It sucks when you stop trying and the other party couldn't care less. The past few years, it has always been me putting in the effort and initiating and trying. Out of 10 times, you'd initiate just once. I know I shouldn't be calculative when it comes to friendship but really, it's a sucky feeling when you start questioning if the friendship is really two-sided. I don't want you to say that you treat me like a bla and bla, PROVE IT to me. Show me. You say that it has been a while so? What are you gonna do about it? It just sucks like shit that my effort is not reciprocated la okay.
