I think I've beaten myself up over this issue countless times already. I know you're saying it with my best interests at heart... For my own good. But. Maybe. You could trust me this once that I know what I'm doing? I've cried and gotten depressed for the past year or so and now that I'm completely sure that it is behind me... You're making the matter resurface again? Really? Of course bringing it up will evoke certain emotions that will usually leave me in tears.