I'm afraid
Afraid that I will go back to the state of misery that I crawled from.
I want to, NO I NEED TO tell myself that I shouldn't feel this way. OKAY. NO PROMISES WERE MADE. It was all fun... and games. Isn't this what you wanted Quraisya? Mere fun, no feelings involved?
God. No matter how much I try to convince myself so, there's bound to be feelings involved. Even though it's a tiny fraction, I cannot belittle its significance. It still hurts. Not as much. But it stings.
