There's something about doing what your heart wants you to do but you know it's bad for you. I've been having to deal with that lately. Even though I'm painfully aware that'll it wont do me any good, I do it anyway. Why? Cos I know it's something that I want. Just a matter of pleasing myself, fulfilling my heart's desires. Why... I don't know. It shouldn't be this way. Some nights, I stay up and have conversations with God. I always ask Him, why put me through this. Not like it's getting any easier. It feels the same, day in day out.
Allie sees him. Boy, is he the perfect guy or what. Allie knows, SHE SEES WARNING SIGNS PLASTERED ALL OVER HIS FACE. She can't. He'll never know how he's (still) the only guy that can make her heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
